Cloudy sunday

When the sun rays come along to my morning face
I can see the warmth, yet the cold I feel
Heavy, these eyes are hardly opened
for the last night story was too much like a wedging pebble
scratching, painful
That's not about you, me, or them
If one asked for the blamed
no one would never be able to answer
Because it's not a mistake
Yet it could never be vindicated
There was no hatred, never ever
As the grass never shouts for being stepped on
No power, no will
Unfortunately, the emptiness always comes
absolute, numb, cold, and timeless
Don't say any single word!
Don't say I can't understand
Don't even dare to say I'm in the state of enmity
If I don't fully understand, either don't you
You're secluded, I'm silent
that's enough... more than it could take..